I'm so apathetic with everything because I've never had to try before and have developed the sense that putting forth effort is pointless. Now that I do have to try, it's shocking and I'd rather shy away than come to terms with it.

Sure, talking about it is great, but it won't help me deal with it. However, I am perfectly fine to take things one step at a time right now; it's never too late to turn back later. The only thing where this isn't true is college, and I *will* get that taken care of when the time comes.

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