Everyone seems to have a hard-on for productivity. But it's not real productivity, the kind you get from learning something new or building something. It's the fake kind, the kind that tries to justify your existence but usually fails. It's bullshit like pretending you're a loser if you're concerned about learning so you can get ahead in your career someday and for not doing random "fun" things that will never amount to anything. Of course it's fun to do these things, but I'm not a loser if I don't want to do them all the time and would rather concentrate on being MYSELF. We lose some individuality when we can only define ourselves in the scope of our friends.