These extended personal conversations may be taking their toll on my hardiness, but they sure are enjoyable. They make me feel as if my existence has value, as if I have a purpose -- to discuss said purpose with others who are just as thoughtful.
Probably not sleeping tonight, but who knows? I may just crash.
So I'm thanking myself for wondering why I'm thanking you.
perhaps what i mean is that because our only hanging out (execpt for the occasional event) is online and that we no longer actually talk via teamspeak (a lousy alternative to actually talking face to face anyway) our conversations aren't as good. and it sucks.