Dear Nelson Mandela,
I am a wanderer of morality. Constantly changing my opinions, I am wavering in my adamancy and am as predictable as the most random of things. Perhaps I respect you for our differences, as I am a veritable hermit, and could never do something great and justified for the people if it interfered with my own self-interests. I am cynical to a fault, and am too corrupted to see through the veil of evil that covers most. Rather than penetrating this, I tend to shroud my ignorance in outlandish comments and eccentric observations. I fear becoming that which I hate, but I fear even more than my fear has become reality.
Perhaps the world around me is the bane of my existence. Beneath this hollow shell of a persona I portray lies a macabre, demented soul full of angst and thought, ever spiraling deeper into darkness. When I peruse my surroundings, I see only those few things that cause our world to be a swirling torrent of corruption, and I have become corrupted for it. This is the primary focus of my personality, and I cover it up in sarcasm and eccentricities.
There are many things I ponder, such as the origin of our homestead, the Earth. There are no absolutes in the field of science, and scholars commonly contradict themselves. However, I believe in the Big Bang Theory, as it seems the most applicable and the least paradoxical. My one wish is to achieve a higher level of understanding so that I may put an end to this cycle of never-ending contradiction in my mind. I believe I am crippled in this aspect, as the origin of the universe ricochets clearly off the walls of my mind incessantly, wishing to be finally solved. This one theory is the closest I have been, and I fear it may stay this way.
I know not why I write this letter to you on this day; perhaps it was a manifestation of my own inner-desires to clearly describe myself. However selfish this may be, I feel that my desires, for all intents and purposes, have been fulfilled. I thank you for your time.
Of respect and admiration,
Troy PottsI am awesome beyond words.